— Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close (via uttterly)

I wonder what was it like before the change of mind
what exactly happened to me that my mind became so blurry
and unreal
i couldnt tell what was real and what not for a while
and the pain was so real
but now i try so hard to taste the sun
to feel the wind on my face as i watch the sky
listening to music i love
and i can run to the end of the world
im stronger than all my demons
the sun will shine tomorrow
and i will smile as if i was never hurt before
and it will be wonderful